Thursday, August 5, 2010

Family/Friend Series Part 5 Satisfy My Soul

Of course why didn't I posted about this amazing person sooner!?

This Nina Carpenter an amazing UCAS friend of mine who I love so dearly and had the most amazing year with (er semester haha). We became such close friends in only five months I'm mad at myself for not even getting to know you sooner grr your so amazing in every way! 

You done so much for me more than you realized you got me through so some of the worst things that happened to me this year mostly with my depression and with my douche bag of a father. No words of gratitude isn't enough to say thank you for what you did for me all year. At times I even wonder if I even deserve to be your friend and so grateful to have you in my lame life. 

I loved our fun times in Math and Art Advisory whether its us yelling in class about dumbest things or you having your fun little experiments with my hair which all were great times! You even gave me the courage to show my art with other people and inspired me to draw again. You taught me how to be more out going without caring what others thought of me which you have no idea how much a problem it was for me to express myself with others. 

I hope to have another two amazing years of UCAS with you and then after that for the rest of my life being friends forever your such an amazing individual and I can't live without you love ya always!! :)

Family/Friend Series Part 4 Dez Moines

Another addition to my awesome group of people who had an impact in my life and who I love with all my heart. This is Afton Turner (Affy) an amazing UCAS friend of mine, she was the only person at school who truly didn't make me feel like a total outcast among the other students. Affy was the only person in our school who actually knows the bands I listen to (I'm dead serious btw) and is the only person in my whole life who I can compete with how many bands I listen to with her list being way way bigger than mine -_-.

 I loved our fun times in English with Randi when I would fall asleep with my head leaning back against the wall with my mouth wide open in front of everyone, not even waking up when everyone laughed at me and I tend to have the most fun around her! Seeing her at UCAS everyday got me through the day whether it was good or horrible and I can't thank her enough for that.  Affy your truly an amazing friend willing to help me with school while also looking out for me whether it's some douche bag friend of mine giving me shit for going to the "nerd" school or a girl that totally screws me over buy picking some other jack off to be with, I love you to death Affy your so amazing, love ya always!!

Monday, August 2, 2010

Family/Friend Series Part 3 Paranoid Android

Sorry for the delay my very few viewers I been out quite a bit lately with some friends and my awesome brother :). Today I wanted to do one of my best UCAS friends Elio! At first I didn't know this guy at all and kinda thought low of him (just being honest Elio my bad haha).We never talked until one of the dances where I just hung out with him most of the night because I got ditched that night where we talked a lot and after that night we became friends. 

This guy was nothing like me we were total opposites like most of my UCAS friends but no doubt one of the coolest ones as well. I truly remember that night when he became a true friend to me was that one night at the last dance at UCAS where I told him what happened and he stayed up most of the night talking to me even though he was really sick. He was making sure I was doing okay which made me extremely grateful for him to be there for me even though most of the time I felt like a bad friend to him. 

I also learned from him to look more into other genres of music and went to my first Indie concert with him which I enjoyed quite a bit actually. Now next time Elio I plan on repaying you the favor by taking you to a Metal concert! Thanks for being there for me man it meant a lot.\m/